Forgive, forget and repeat

That’s how life seems to be

Behind this big smile lies stress and its getting hard to sleep

Don’t know where to start so let me  speak through my heart

I fill my heart’s dark void with darkness

Yet im still an expert on the heart’s passion

Yea that emotional tug-a-war feeling I get it’s from my parents

Because my father doesn’t know how to show love while my mother don’t know how to receive it

So I’m standing in the middle of my own relationship

With the questions and the answers to it

Analyzing my every wrong just to come up with a reason to always be right

I am the only one who can truly make myself happy

But I act like its someone else and not me

I know the problem and refuse to answer because I like the game of forgive, forget and repeat

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